Why is it so easy to pretend that God doesn't know our every move, that he doesn't see our actions, or hear our thoughts? I seem to so easily forget that He is the one who made me exactly as I am, and that He knows me better than I know myself. There are so many days where I think about other things much more often than God, and then I look back on my day and realize that those things are what's ruling my life. I know that it's the devil causing me to be blinded by those things, and each and every time I allow that to happen I'm allowing him to keep me from God.
Yesterday was one of those days. My thoughts were driven by thoughts of food, such as what my next meal would be, how many calories I had consumed so far and how many I was still allowed. When these thoughts come into my head I have such a hard time getting them out. Today and until I have learned how, I pray that God would be the center of my thoughts and that when I struggle to get the thoughts of food out of my head that He would take those thoughts away. I truly believe that over time He can heal me of this ugliness that I've felt for so long. He defeated death, and He can defeat the lies that satan is feeding me.
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